i'm dead beat.... was activated for the death of the former minister on thurs night and had been helping out at his wake at his family home and funeral from then till this afternoon.... it was crazy.... got home almost at midnight on fri.. then yesterday i got home at 3am only to wake up 3 hours later as i had to report back to mandai crematorium at 8 this morning.... my group and i were so tired that we even contemplated staying overnight at the crematorium.... imagine a group of bout 7 guys all alone working at that place from 12am till 2 am.... it was kind of creepy... it was an experience though, as we got to see a lot of ministers and big shots in person... and you get to see how damn rich some people can get.... i lost count of the number of maids and cars that they had.... oh well, i took the day off tmr to recover from all the work that i did the past 3 days =)

i juz realised something.... it started when i met jasmine trias last week.... i got all excited and started smsing someone bout me meeting jasmine.... then suddenly juz before i sent the message out, i asked myself.... who was i going to send it to? it suddenly struck me that things are no longer the same between us, and that i had no one to share my excitement with.... in the past, whenever i was excited or sad or juz feeling whiney, i would never think twice bout smsing that person bout it.... but now, i know i can probably never be able to do that again.... its sad how things have come to this.... i can only blame myself.... in the end, i still sent it to the person... and the response was poor like i had expected.... oh wells...


Riz lost himself at 7/23/2006 11:20:00 pm

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